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BYE! [15 Mar 2005|08:54am] [ mood | blah ] im deleting this journal on friday. new lj = xnever_afterx the death count comes to 1+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

closed. [10 Mar 2005|10:37am] [ mood | okay ] im shutting xcelebrityskin down. xnever_afterx + it. <3 the death count comes to 3+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

ahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahhaaaaaaaaa.... :cough:cough: [06 Mar 2005|05:35am] [ mood | indescribable ] Ask me any three questions, I promise to answer the questions 100% truthfully. Repost this and see what people want to ask you. the death count comes to 12+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

will you still love me tomorrow? knowing everything i've done? [24 Feb 2005|09:29am] [ mood | numb ] "you used to be so carefree and happy michael.... what happened to you??.." those words keep ringing in my head. when i woke up this morning, i took a quick glance at my 1990-1991 kindergarten class photo from my Floresta days. there was little blonde Michael.. missing teeth, but smiley as could be. i miss those days. i've let the bad things in life eat away at me.. and now i'm torn up inside. i seriously could not tell you how i feel about anything, if i even feel. i feel weak. i feel used. i feel ugly... but i don't feel. i wish so badly i could jump up and break free from these chains ive slowly wrapped myself up in and now are kiling me. ...but this isn't about pitying myself. this is a sincere apology. ... i seriously cannot express how sorry i am to all of you who tried to stop me from becoming this way. i would take back everything i've done and said, if it were that easy. i hate myself. ...no fucking more. it ends right now. the death count comes to 2+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

how can you call me a skank if you don't even know me? [22 Feb 2005|02:42pm] [ mood | livid ] Listen Photoshop whore and all her damn fake ass friends, I'm fucking sick of hearing the shit you say about my friends. They haven't done anything to you, you don't know them, so back the fuck off. We don't talk smack about you. I REALLY don't like you. the death count comes to 16+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

i like to draw pink hearts on my hand with pink highlighters. UNOTTA! [19 Feb 2005|02:04pm] [ mood | amused ] hiiiiii... =) ummmm... ack! dont! NOOOOOOOOOO! too late, i so took a photo of you in all your sexiness.. .............and i didnt even use an LJ cut!! XD the death count comes to 12+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

<3 [19 Feb 2005|10:14am] [ mood | content ] I so saw Constantine last night with Nick and his friend Chris. I WANNA SEE IT AGAIN. the death count comes to 4+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

[16 Feb 2005|11:24pm] [ mood | disappointed ] a revolt is coming soon. the death count comes to 3+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

valentine's day. humbug. [14 Feb 2005|08:23am] [ mood | lonely ] i only wish i had asked..................... the death count comes to 3+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

this is the best effin CD in this world!!!!!!! [11 Feb 2005|05:35am] [ mood | happy ] the death count comes to 2+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

i woke at 5:43 with nothing to say. [09 Feb 2005|03:35am] [ mood | awake ] i <3 snow patrol. i <3 eisley. i <3 keane. the death count comes to 3+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

<3 <3 <3 :hugs: <3 <3 <3 [07 Feb 2005|09:16pm] [ mood | nauseated ] For all of you that will be single on Valentine's Day like me... you are special and i love you. <3 the death count comes to 9+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

will i choke on my tears until finally there's nothing left? [06 Feb 2005|08:22pm] [ mood | aggravated ] You know, I love how some of you "friends" assume I'm emo because I'm dealing with shit right now. You give me the hardest time on this planet because I'm just trying to vent out what I have to, and I can't because you get in my face and tell me in subtle words to shove it up my ass.. some friends you are. gees. If you TRULY understood all of the loss on my plate, you'd think twice. I think I'm dealing rather well, or the best I know how to anyways. i'm not perfect and i don't claim to be... but neither are you. love you forever and a day, emm jay the death count comes to 3+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

[04 Feb 2005|08:54pm] [ mood | pessimistic ] i need someone to talk to. but everyone's out with someone else. so ill sit alone tonight. as always. ......................mmm, food. the death count comes to 10+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

i love this song. its perfect to cry to. [04 Feb 2005|08:27am] [ mood | disappointed ] I'm feeling really emo right now.. I should have realized it wasn't true. Afterall, i'm nothing special. i feel so ugly right now. time and time again, dont get your damn hopes up, MICHAEL! . . . . I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river and it made me complete Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin I came across a fallen tree I felt the branches of it looking at me Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've been dreaming of? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin So if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin So if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go So why don't we go This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? the death count comes to 8+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

stolen from debra. [30 Jan 2005|08:07pm] [ mood | amused ] Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play. Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 15 songs that play. Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from. Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly. 1] Stand up beside the fireplace, take that look from off your face.. you aint ever gonna burn my heart out.. Oasis - Don't Look Back In Anger 2] I wanna write the perfect song and play it just for you while you are tangled up in sleep.. ill need you more than ill ever know until i stop breathing my lungs will take you for granted.. 3] love's like a barren place and reaching out for human faith is, it's like a journey i just dont have a map for.. 4] An old friend calls and tells us where to meet, her plane takes off from Baltimore and touches down on Bourbon Street.. 5] Don't you wake up yet, cuz soon ill be leaving you, soon ill be leaving you but you wont be leaving me.. 6] remember when the days were long and rolled beneath the deep blue sky? didn't have a care in the world with mommy and daddy standing by.. but happily ever afters fail and weve been poisioned by these fairytales.. Don Henley - End of the Innocence 7] even though i'm angry, i can still say.. i know my heart will break the day when you peel out and drive away, i cant believe this is happening.. 8] i would lie for you, beg and steal for you, i would twist a knive into my aching heart.. and tear it apart.. 9] a million miles between us, planets crash into dust and i just let it fade away.. 10] the bluest of blue, thats what her eyes are.. thats what i am today.. and if i had it all to do all over again i wouldn't have waited so long to say.. i cant live without you.. 11] oceans are part day after day and i slowly go insane.. i hear your voice on the line but it doesn't stop the pain.. 12]did you hear me holler at you to come save me? im in danger.. my pearls have fallen into mud and you were too late.. 13] the nights are lonely, the days are so sad and.. i just keep thinking about the love that we had.. 14] its been years since you've been there and now you've disappeared somewhere.. Everything But The Girl - Missing 15] as you read the words i wrote, i couldn't speak and now i lay here broken hearted and blistered feet as you're spinning 'round my mind.. Hanson - Runaway Run the death count comes to 7+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

i so stole this from austin.. [28 Jan 2005|11:23pm] [ mood | cynical ] [01] Reply with your full name and I will write something about you. [02] I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you. [03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise. [04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you. [05] Put this in your journal! the death count comes to 13+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

and still i notice You when change begins and i embraced for colder winds.. [27 Jan 2005|04:45pm] [ mood | confused ] This song is so, hm. I want to cry. Why is it that i long for the past all of the time? Why can't i just be content in knowing there's a life ahead of me? I live in fear and doubt..... and the sad thing is, i know it could be different if i were to just let go. Clinging to the past won't solve your problems. the death count comes to 1+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

no offense.. [26 Jan 2005|06:11pm] [ mood | bitchy ] ...but if i see another person post how long they've been together with their bf/gf, i think i might scream. the death count comes to 4+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

[23 Jan 2005|08:03am] [ mood | aggravated ] i wanna know what the effin deal is. you had better speak. i won't wait forever. the death count comes to 12+ they're all waiting for you, baby.

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